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Monday, June 14, 2010

Withdraw II

Withdraw II






Brian Lynch

“Home is the place where, when you have to go there,

They have to take you in.” Robert Frost, “The Death of the Hired Man”

This is where the idea that we absorb and read each other’s emotions constantly is such a powerful and useful idea. Things come undone at various times when one member cannot tolerate the affective or emotional overload or when one member loses control of their affective or emotional management.


Things may go along for years until one member of the pair starts to grow in new ways that they find interesting and the other finds threatening. This is a danger when individuals come into therapy.


A partner will start to find new strengths and interests and all kinds of unintended consequences will start to happen at home. Recently a wife encouraged her husband to “step up” and get treatment for his addiction. He did so and this forced such a change in the marital dynamic that she had to start to face her contributions over the years to their problems which became intolerable. She fled, and filed for divorce.


So it has happened in relationships in my life. My growth has led me to places where I cannot but go and so it was one night at dinner,I could not tolerate the inability of my “friend” of then some ten years to acknowledge the worth of my work due to his demonstrated fear of applying any of it to his life. He had, yes, humiliated me just one too many times and I left. So I say there are good reasons to “withdraw.” If people keep hurting you get the hell out of their way. And the definition of insanity is: “doing the same thing over and over expecting different results.”


But there are a billion ways and reasons to withdraw. 


There is no more beautiful tale of withdrawal than “The Death of the Hired Man “ by Robert Frost:


‘Warren leaned out and took a step or two,

Picked up a little stick, and brought it back

And broke it in his hand and tossed it by.

“Silas has better claim on us you think

Then on his brother? Thirteen little miles

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As the road winds would bring him to his door.

Silas has walked that far no doubt to-day.

Why didn’t he go there? His brother’s rich,

A somebody—director in the bank.”


“He never told us that.”


“We know it though.”


I venture to say, however, that since I claim that so many of us know so little of our emotional lives that we “withdraw” due to a massive confusion, a hurt that we do not know how to medicate and there is no doctor or cure to look to. We just think “This is what people do.” And these are the many devastating, heartbreaking, and needless breakups that I mention at first. If only we knew a little about what we are feeling at these times.


But, the mind also will tend to do other things even when shut away under the covers, in the house, or on the beach and that is it will blame itself for the mess, or if not it will put all the blame on the other. If all else fails, it will try the Scarlet O’Hare trick and “think about it tomorrow.” 


But, here I am referring to times of withdrawal that are tragic and that are done because we tragically have not learned about this moment of confusion and shame. Not because we are being abused, but because we are emotional invalids and are swept away by the tides of what is how the human psyche works until we understand it and counteract it. I am speaking about being our own worst enemy, leaving because we are embarrassed or ashamed or feel shame.


This study of being ashamed, embarrassed, and shamed has been more than fascinating. I more and more tell people, in no way to be patronizing, but to try and be helpful, that when I first came across these Ideas it took me at least six months to grasp what these authors' particular meanings of shame and embarrassment et al were. And this was with studying almost daily for those six months, so I honestly do not know what to expect from anyone if we just talk a couple times a month. That said, many do seem to “get it.” Now that said (and please no one take this personally) it is more than fascinating how powerful “shame” is in that one can understand it in much of its complexity and seem to be utterly powerless to control shame's control over their own life. But heck I have known that feeling. It takes time. It is called changing scripts. That is what we do when we are confused and feel shame.


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