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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

" Email II"



" Email II"

Brian Lynch




Revised

There is a television show called “Lie To Me.” It is quite remarkable and I have written about it elsewhere. It uses the work of Paul Ekman who is its resident expert and who was mentored in part by Silvan Tomkins my theoretical mentor. The idea of the show is that an Ekman-like character runs a consulting firm that helps solve crime and other cases by figuring out if people are lying based on facial expressions amongst other psychological and physical attributes.

The idea is that in part if you are skilled enough you can tell a high degree of certainty a person is lying by the way they express emotion in the face and by the position of the body and its parts, “tells.” If they are lying it does not tell you why they are lying. They may have a good reason

This is true in other areas of life. Take email for example. In the show they also look for and use other clues, as I have said, other psychological attributes such as tone of voice and body posture. Are they aggressive or evasive? Do they demonstrate guilt in their response?

These fall in what we call the “Compass of Shame.” If you are not familiar yet with it is what Donald Nathanson devised to pigeonhole our four habitual responses to the sting of “hurt” and “confusion.” We can 1) Withdraw from the scene. 2) we can attack or blame ourselves for the situation. 3) We can “avoid” the situation by for example using drugs. 4) We can “attack others” or blame others for the problem. If there is nothing we can do by our hand or mind to raise our self-esteem we will lower the self of someone else. -Nathanson. This of course can trigger a back-and-forth of each trying to win and thus improve their self-esteem.

So it occurs to me that we are getting adept at interpreting all kinds of behavior. So the “Compass of Shame” makes even more clear the tools Dr. Ekman uses and if we were to apply them to email we might all 1) be a lot more aware of what is going on and 2) be a lot more honest in our dealings in email as one’s action in such a direct and personal act are open to direct analysis.

That is to the attack of self and others are pretty oblivious.

What is rampant in email is avoidance. We need connection and yet cannot find a way to converse so we send every manner of creation by others without ever revealing ourselves; jokes, pictures, videos and we will continue to create derivatives. And the easiest avoidance is simply not to answer the question asked, and pretend it never happened. How many pages have I written seemingly to the ‘Gods.’

What is more frustrating than something sent that can be interpreted in various ways by someone that has not revealed themselves to you for a very long time and yet they give no hint of their feelings about the piece or comment written by someone else?

Finally, there is a simple “withdraw.” No response whatsoever. From the beginning of my studies of these issues, it has seemed to me email was an excellent contemporary example to teach the shame response. I invest my “interest” in this project, large or small, and send it out into the world. I “want” and “desire” a response. I either receive one or I don’t. In the case of the former, albeit it might not consciously register we are going to feel at least a twinge of joy and in the latter shame.

Of course, why someone does not respond is another matter. How many times have I thought it was some strange animosity towards someone only to find out to my shame that some misfortune had delayed the other party? Nevertheless, this is by far not the rule.


Brian Lynch

Monday, May 10, 2010

"Email I"


"Email I"

Humans have always had to deal with non-response, or to put it bluntly humiliation, which I have dealt with in other places. Here I explore non-response and humiliation vis-a-vis emails. Your first reaction might be to think that I am overreacting. 


 I am confident that instead what is amiss is that we are desensitized to the social violence we wreck on each other all the time. We have to suffer more and more of it not only from non-response but from the attacks of the inundation of all the input we do not want from solicitations and other busybodies.


But we have always had to deal with unanswered letters and telephone calls. What is the difference with email? It is that we now, for one, have multiple ways of communicating and numerous more opportunities. It matters not for one, the quality of the opportunity so much as that they are all opportunities to be disappointed.  Each time we desire a connection with others there is a chance that it will not happen and thus a chance for disappointment, for shame.


But I would like to turn my attention more immediately to what I have found to be a common occurrence, whether it with a friend or a supposed colleague or within a group of common interest, and that is the unanswered plea request or comment. I am limiting the correspondence to that akin to a personal letter.


Whether we “missed the boat” as a society about establishing email etiquette or not I think it is beside the point. I think we are missing the boat period in paying attention to each other in terms of common courtesy. Email seems to have empowered an overall majority with a sense of entitlement to anything that comes their way with not a thought of hitting the “reply” button and even saying “thank you,” It is all the more ironic since it could not be easier to do. It is almost as if we perversely do not do it since we can so easily say “thank you” or “I will get back to you?” And we puff ourselves up saying we are “too busy.” “How important I am!” “Busy beaver I am reading my email!” And or a private indulgence in what we have called “passive-aggressiveness.” If we can read it we can hit the reply button?


Of late I have followed up on several exchanges where I have been left on the short end letting the others know that I felt “hurt.” The responses were interesting. So far there have been responses. At first somewhat conciliatory but in the end a need on the other's part to “win,” shame is always interesting. It is painful; we want the pain to go away and for it to go away we often blame the messenger. 


I am not ignoring the fact that those of us that use email constantly and are thus exposed the most to the danger of being hurt by it need to stop and realize that still after, well only 15, years many people, still use email in very personal ways. Some people only check their mail very infrequently or think nothing of neglecting it for a week or two. Some still only have access at work and for many, it is becoming more expensive to have access instead of less so. 


Brian Lynch





































































"Only Explanations"

Only Explanations 


Brian Lynch







To paraphrase Dan Wile:


We all feel unentitled to our feelings and we are often unable to express them, and when this happens we “generate symptoms;” we take drugs, we hurt others or ourselves or we withdraw.


We have to do these things because we are physical beings that live in the world. We are not perfect. We all need all the support and empathy we can get. We all are learning about how to go about this all the time. We know much less about it than anyone realizes.


So there are “no excuses” there is only understanding. If we understand, if we take to heart that age-old wisdom that we have had for so long, “to walk in another’s shoes” then there is no need for the word “excuse.” What then does the word add to our understanding? The word carries with it an inherent, implicit accusatory implication albeit this is not what you find in the dictionary. That is many when they hear “excuse” under their breath say, “There is no excuse you could have done something different.”


But I say, as somewhere in France someone once said “To understand is to forgive.” “Tout comprendre est tout pardoner.” If you connect all the dots you know exactly how the person got there.


This never means that people are not severely ill, or disturbed or that they may need to be removed from society but it means we as humans have reached “The Age Of Reason” where we can explain our actions.


There are several words I would like to do away with and “excuse” is one of them.


There are no excuses. But not at all in the way you might just have thought I meant it. I mean there are only explanations.


This is a very hard pill to swallow for many people.


It is because we are bound up in several thousand years of believing that we can outrun our emotions and “choose” what to do. Well, we cannot. We cannot until we can and that takes a long time to learn and if we have not learned it we have not learned it. You cannot put the cart before the horse.


When is the last time you “lost your temper?” When is the last time you smoked when you didn’t want to? Or drank one too many? When did you “slip” and use that old “recreational drug” or are you still using it?


What are our “choices” to solve the problem? I think until now it has been pretty much to scold ourselves. To feel guilty and say we won’t do it again. But this is now putting on the breaks at eighty. Why did the foot get placed on the gas pedal in the first place and how do we not do it again?


I like to say now that, say for addictions, alcohol abuse has nothing to do with alcohol, cocaine abuse has nothing to do with cocaine, opiate abuse, and addiction has nothing to do with the drug. So too yelling at your spouse has nothing to do with yelling. The Ponzi racket, big or small, has nothing to do with money. It all has to do with how we are feeling and how we were feeling way back when we first fell into the behavior.


You use the fight with your girlfriend as an “excuse” to get drunk. Don’t tell me about your hard life “It’s just an excuse” for getting high. To the more complex feelings of entitlement that are triggered by a series of events that end in all manner of actions such as theft and demands. So you are to be “excused” as you are “entitled” to what should be yours.


But doesn’t it sound hollow when stated? Isn’t it obvious that the “excuse” is not primary? The statements are “throwaways” and meaningless. Everything goes back to real feelings about something, to some real feelings about the relationship with the girlfriend or relationships in general. Everything else is secondary and a way to deal with the pain.


That does not mean that if I am being hurt by someone that I don’t get out of the way or that I do not stop them from hurting others or that they might even have to be isolated. What it doesn’t mean is that we understand very well why they are doing what they are doing until we ask them. Usually, they know, and if they feel very safe they will tell us. Often they don’t know without some good help but it is not because they “wanted” to grow up and become what they became. No, they were running from something. 


Brian Lynch






















"Why are we violent?"

Why are we violent? Because
 we have to be!

Brian Lynch



Surprised by the question? I am a bit. But also hopeful as only by facing this fact will we be less violent.

This is to articulate what I have come to see as an elegant way of viewing all violence, yet the concepts need to be repeated many times to reduce what has been made too complex into its more simple elements. Society eschews the basics for more complex, often erroneous solutions.

The basics are: we desire pleasure and avoid pain. We accept that we are flesh and blood creatures that cannot vanish into thin air when times get rough. We accept, for the moment, that we all get “hurt”, and damaged. If we are hurt. If we are emotionally hurt, say humiliated, shamed, or in a state of shock or grief what can we do? We cannot be perfect.

We are not Gods, all-knowing and powerful, able to solve all problems at the moment. This being the case we have to do something. If we cannot in our humanness solve the problem in a positive way then we will have to do something. That will be some way of processing the pain with the means at hand. 

We do not have a hundred, a thousand, or even ten choices. We only have, in a generic sense, five choices. They are: we can 1) try to run away from the problem 2) blame ourselves for the problem 3) blame someone else for the problem or attack, or finally 4) drown our sorrows in some activity. Finally, we can try and face the problem and come to some resolution. Any of the first four will in some way do at least some damage to ourselves or others. 

If you look at the first four choices we can contemplate how all four are types of violence in our daily lives. To “withdraw” from the world is a violent act. It denies the world of our skills and services. The parent who abandons the child is said to be more violent than the one that actively abuses. That is if the parent is present at least the child feels they exist. To abuse ourselves is violent and affects all those around us just as withdrawing or drowning our sorrows does.

There is a famous saying “He who does nothing can do everything!” Many talented people will spend a lifetime skirting the edge of success and look like they have a career when all along they have been living off on the edge of that career. Avoidance and shame keep them away from full participation in the world meanwhile often forcing them into a web of lies and thus doing violence to themselves and others.

I guess you are waiting for me to speak about war, murder, and domestic violence. These all come under blaming or attacking someone. These modes of violence can be addressed later. I address violence here in this way to emphasize that the larger manifestations of violence are often consequence of the the more hidden forms of violence.

 But I started by saying we are violent because we have to be. Yes because we have to engage in all four of the activities of withdrawal, avoiding or attacking the self or other, because we are not perfect. As a friend said in a beautiful essay if we start to “lower our standards” we just might get somewhere. We just might be less violent to ourselves and others if we don’t expect perfection from ourselves or others.

Brian Lynch









"People do what they do for very, very good reasons."

"People do what they do for good reasons."



By the above, we came to accept ourselves as we are and to understand that we have done what we have done due to unmanageable feelings of hurt and thus it is counterproductive and damaging to blame ourselves and others.  Twelve Steps to Emotional Health


Someone once told me that no matter how we are reacting for the “good” or the “bad” we react to stimuli exactly as our organism “should” be reacting at that moment. We are “nothing more” than our memory banks. We can only react based on what we know how to do in a given situation. We can not do what we don’t know how to do.


Either we are hopeless without redemption, or we are, that is, so biologically damaged that we have to be removed from society, that to the best of our present knowledge, we have no capacity for empathy ( I am not punished but removed from society.) or we have the capacity for empathy but have been traumatized to the point that our negative emotions continually overwhelm us in the present so we are thrown into turmoil. To the observer, the two situations will appear the same. They both appear to be unable to empathize. It is important to sort them out because the latter person can be and needs to be helped. 


So one point is you cannot be “crazy” and responsible at the same time. In both cases, the emotive side has taken over, in one case permanently and in the other momentarily. For those caught in the moment, it is a “shame” bind. It can be a setup for eternal failure. “Oh my God I did such a terrible thing and I am responsible for it!” The shame one feels at that moment now is as overwhelming as the original shame and rage or terror and it freezes one into inaction. That is the original shame and terror let us say that lead them to do the “antisocial” act in the first place. One now is incapable, even now in what seems to be a calmer state, a more rational state to have the wherewithal to apologize, pay for damages, or repair harm done in other ways.  


Why is this? One reason is that deep inside one feels the truth with which this essay started that their organism could not have done anything different than it did at the time it did it and so in the most strict cosmic sense there is never any guilt or responsibility. There is at least a kind of emotional determinism. Why should I apologize for the emotional demons that control me and for whom I cannot control? I did not traumatize myself! Still worse there are those who barely even recognize the trauma they underwent. They cannot betray their caretakers! (See: Protecting our parents.)


But the world attempts to work in the here and now; this organism does harm to that organism now and the one that has harm done to it is not expected to understand anything other than that they are hurt. They want and need reparation. How to do due justice to both. There is a way and it is Restorative Justice.


 Restorative Justice is an approach that addresses this by bringing all parties together to express their narratives and work toward understanding and healing. It focuses on repairing the harm caused by crimes through an inclusive and participatory process. This approach has been shown to have a positive psychological impact on victims, who are often overlooked in conventional justice systems[1]. Through Restorative Justice, we can strive for a more compassionate and understanding society